few words.
i realli dunno hu to believe. damn. so confusing. mayb i m da naive one. sux. another secret for mi. hu wan share da burden? bt in da first place i dunno hu i can trust. so how m i goin to share u secrets?
shoo.
if only i m a bitch. den i can sae. mayb i m a bitch. bt i m nt dat bitchy. god.
mayb she wan others to noe. bt how i noe? damn. ignore.
changin blog url soon. btw.
few words.
Sunday, April 30, 2006 @ 1:00 PM
first moments.
dat's da title of da dance i danced twice to audience 2dae... practised for 2 mnths..
first moments.. wat first moments u haf in ny? first time i dance contempary dance, hip hop dance, ___, learnt tennis, ____, db, etc... wat's urs?
first moments r alwaes so precious.. i guess diz is da first time dat's y.. hmmm... hope all those first moments i cherished r gd.. lolx.. =)
aniwae.. wan to thx da followin pple:
- mr tan: for his teachin.. nt juz dance steps.... bt oso how to b a prof dancer, a gd person n etc... lyk diz few words he said ytd... "u do not nid to hal sb to tell u dat u r pretty.." sth lyk dat.. it's true.. muz b confident...
- ravian? dunno da spellin.. =P: thx for his wonderful skill in tyin my hair.. i look lyk a gal ready for prom nite.. super nice! thx lots...
-ms tang: for her care n concern for us... puttin on make up for us.. =) she so pretty! luv her lots..
- dancers: for accompanyin mi for my time in dance.. made mi so happy... i luv dance! =)
- other perf arts: we worked hard 2gether.. thx` rest well.. =)
- audience! esp my family, mad, wei, dor, weiyi, kel, elmo, shar, bea, dar, timo, zy... hu else? oh yarhx.. n dat stupid hj.. =P: thx for comin... luv ya. =)
did i miss out anibody? hope nt.. =)
ytd is gd... slpt @ 12+ on friday nite.. den woke up @ 6 ytd.. so tired.. it felt as if i was juz goin to lie on da bed den da alarm rang.. -.- guess i m dat tired.. =P den struggled thru w my mama n finally reached sch.. forgettin to bring water bottle n san thxfully helped mi to buy one.. =) den went to LT2 to stretch den back to LT4 for rehearsal.. den went back to techni class.. make up... change in to costumes.. change hair.. done.. =) waitin outside LT2 for our turn.. danced went back to MPR to eat lunch.. den came back for finale.. den debrief.. den i rushed to bathe... slacked away.. wore back costume n put make up.. ready outside LT2 for our nite show turn... danced.. both dances din make ani obvious mistakes.. i find it to b v. gd.. =) den aft dat had dinner.. den finale~ den aft dat find kel dey all.. den find my family n mad dey all.. den went out w elmo kel mel zy dar n josh to haf our supper.. @ ice cube!! had volcanic eruption.. nice! =D den took 136 w hoon n dar..
came back n try to wash my face to remove make up.. coz i nid to wear hairband to push back my hair... my hairband gt stuck wen i wan to take it out.. so ended up i remove my make up.. n took it w mi into bathrm to 'melt' da spray.. so w hot water.. da tough hair finally n eventually turn softer.. =) bt den v. tirin.. zzz...
so now online.. waitin for my hair to dry.. -.-
amazed by how marcus n justin sang tho my sis lyk junyi's voice.. [is her name junyi?]
mornin.. ytd brain dead so now finally here to blog finish.. =P
second rose i received in my life.. if i din rmb wrongly.. first one is fr my sec 3 n 4 form tcher mrs tan hu bot roses for us to every gal in da class.. =) den diz is da second rose i received! fr my classmates!! so pretty rite da flower? summore is my fav white rose! i tinkin dey all i lyk white rose or dey guessed it correctly.. or it is juz a coincidence... wateva.. =) aniwae... thx worx`
diz is mi! cant reali c animake up.. all diz taken usin my sis phone.. nid digi cam to take it.. glad kel took one.. =) so took another one w my sis phone again..
betta.. i lyk my hair! =) v. messy.. lolx.. summore left side gt hair cumin out.. hmm.. dunno how to xplain..
sth lyk dat.. =P aniwae diz is all taken durin interval.. so one last one aft finale.. =)
nt obvious wat i wore rite? hmm.. juz leotard n wat u c dere lorx... kinda revealin lahx... esp wen we do tings lyk kickin legs n runnin.. bt den i lyk it! as in da overall effects r nice! =)
finally done washin my hair.. hurts lyk siao lahx wen tryin to remove all hair pins.. ended up i miss out one.. -.- duno broke how mani strands of hair.. =P
mi n da beautiful rose... took it in my kitchen.. da only place where is brite enough to take foto.. =P
oh yarhx.. sth malu.. my dad asked quite loud [dat's wat m ysis sae..] askin dem "玲玲在哪里？”.. luckily i nt dere.. =P
~*~
i realise i haven get over w it.. i din noe i haf to get over w it.. wth... -.- bt i still wont care n hope one day i realise i gotten over w it le.. =)
~*~
another nice song.. At the beginning... by Richard Marx And Donna Lewis...
We were strangers,
starting out on a journey
Never dreaming,
what we'd have to go through
Now here we are,
I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you
No one told me,
I was going to find you
Unexpected,
what you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start
Chorus:
And life is a road and I wanna keep goin'
Love is a river I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning with you
We were strangers
on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand,
unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you
(Repeat Chorus)
Knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing is going to tear us apart
(Repeat Chorus)
Life is a road and I wanna keep goin
Love is a river I wanna keep flowin
(Belldadny alone) Starting out on a journey
(Both continue it) In the end I want to be standing at the beginning
With you...
~*~
go pia bio le.. wish mi luck! =)
dat's da title of da dance i danced twice to audience 2dae... practised for 2 mnths..
first moments.. wat first moments u haf in ny? first time i dance contempary dance, hip hop dance, ___, learnt tennis, ____, db, etc... wat's urs?
first moments r alwaes so precious.. i guess diz is da first time dat's y.. hmmm... hope all those first moments i cherished r gd.. lolx.. =)
aniwae.. wan to thx da followin pple:
- mr tan: for his teachin.. nt juz dance steps.... bt oso how to b a prof dancer, a gd person n etc... lyk diz few words he said ytd... "u do not nid to hal sb to tell u dat u r pretty.." sth lyk dat.. it's true.. muz b confident...
- ravian? dunno da spellin.. =P: thx for his wonderful skill in tyin my hair.. i look lyk a gal ready for prom nite.. super nice! thx lots...
-ms tang: for her care n concern for us... puttin on make up for us.. =) she so pretty! luv her lots..
- dancers: for accompanyin mi for my time in dance.. made mi so happy... i luv dance! =)
- other perf arts: we worked hard 2gether.. thx` rest well.. =)
- audience! esp my family, mad, wei, dor, weiyi, kel, elmo, shar, bea, dar, timo, zy... hu else? oh yarhx.. n dat stupid hj.. =P: thx for comin... luv ya. =)
did i miss out anibody? hope nt.. =)
ytd is gd... slpt @ 12+ on friday nite.. den woke up @ 6 ytd.. so tired.. it felt as if i was juz goin to lie on da bed den da alarm rang.. -.- guess i m dat tired.. =P den struggled thru w my mama n finally reached sch.. forgettin to bring water bottle n san thxfully helped mi to buy one.. =) den went to LT2 to stretch den back to LT4 for rehearsal.. den went back to techni class.. make up... change in to costumes.. change hair.. done.. =) waitin outside LT2 for our turn.. danced went back to MPR to eat lunch.. den came back for finale.. den debrief.. den i rushed to bathe... slacked away.. wore back costume n put make up.. ready outside LT2 for our nite show turn... danced.. both dances din make ani obvious mistakes.. i find it to b v. gd.. =) den aft dat had dinner.. den finale~ den aft dat find kel dey all.. den find my family n mad dey all.. den went out w elmo kel mel zy dar n josh to haf our supper.. @ ice cube!! had volcanic eruption.. nice! =D den took 136 w hoon n dar..
came back n try to wash my face to remove make up.. coz i nid to wear hairband to push back my hair... my hairband gt stuck wen i wan to take it out.. so ended up i remove my make up.. n took it w mi into bathrm to 'melt' da spray.. so w hot water.. da tough hair finally n eventually turn softer.. =) bt den v. tirin.. zzz...
so now online.. waitin for my hair to dry.. -.-
amazed by how marcus n justin sang tho my sis lyk junyi's voice.. [is her name junyi?]
mornin.. ytd brain dead so now finally here to blog finish.. =P
second rose i received in my life.. if i din rmb wrongly.. first one is fr my sec 3 n 4 form tcher mrs tan hu bot roses for us to every gal in da class.. =) den diz is da second rose i received! fr my classmates!! so pretty rite da flower? summore is my fav white rose! i tinkin dey all i lyk white rose or dey guessed it correctly.. or it is juz a coincidence... wateva.. =) aniwae... thx worx`
diz is mi! cant reali c animake up.. all diz taken usin my sis phone.. nid digi cam to take it.. glad kel took one.. =) so took another one w my sis phone again..
betta.. i lyk my hair! =) v. messy.. lolx.. summore left side gt hair cumin out.. hmm.. dunno how to xplain..
sth lyk dat.. =P aniwae diz is all taken durin interval.. so one last one aft finale.. =)
nt obvious wat i wore rite? hmm.. juz leotard n wat u c dere lorx... kinda revealin lahx... esp wen we do tings lyk kickin legs n runnin.. bt den i lyk it! as in da overall effects r nice! =)
finally done washin my hair.. hurts lyk siao lahx wen tryin to remove all hair pins.. ended up i miss out one.. -.- duno broke how mani strands of hair.. =P
mi n da beautiful rose... took it in my kitchen.. da only place where is brite enough to take foto.. =P
oh yarhx.. sth malu.. my dad asked quite loud [dat's wat m ysis sae..] askin dem "玲玲在哪里？”.. luckily i nt dere.. =P
~*~
i realise i haven get over w it.. i din noe i haf to get over w it.. wth... -.- bt i still wont care n hope one day i realise i gotten over w it le.. =)
~*~
another nice song.. At the beginning... by Richard Marx And Donna Lewis...
We were strangers,
starting out on a journey
Never dreaming,
what we'd have to go through
Now here we are,
I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you
No one told me,
I was going to find you
Unexpected,
what you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start
Chorus:
And life is a road and I wanna keep goin'
Love is a river I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning with you
We were strangers
on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand,
unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you
(Repeat Chorus)
Knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing is going to tear us apart
(Repeat Chorus)
Life is a road and I wanna keep goin
Love is a river I wanna keep flowin
(Belldadny alone) Starting out on a journey
(Both continue it) In the end I want to be standing at the beginning
With you...
~*~
go pia bio le.. wish mi luck! =)
cried.
Thursday, April 27, 2006 @ 9:11 PM
aiyox... did sth super malu 2dae.. cried in da class. .okiex.. shld b teared.. wateva... bt really dun understand y i cry... guess too tired le.. baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. wateva. =P
aniwae.. 2 pple hu still tinkin if i m alrite anot... i m.. really.. if nt i wont b able to laugh.. i nt dat kind nt happy still will laugh de..
so 2dae is a v. eventful day for mi.. woke up early! it was rainnin.. -.- took da same bus.. =) was in gp.. watchin the obsession... gettin tired.. go chem lec.. still happy.. tryin to understand thermodynamics... ate my brunch.. went for chem.. still happy... went to CT still gd... went to eat my 豆花+豆浆... =) den bio prac startin gd den haix.. den aft dat ok le.. =D
oh yarhx.. thx for concerns... =)
aniwae.. 靠岸 really v. nice! another nice song... 爱无力 by kellly.. v. nice! =)
最后我们分开了
虽然还是朋友
但做回朋友的情人
想摆脱关系不太容易
寂寞成了习惯
习惯靠着孤单
想念该遗忘 不该在身旁
陪着我的每个夜晚
我只想 对着夜空轻轻的呼吸
问自己最爱的人到底在哪里
在慌乱中 翻箱倒柜寻找记忆
有一种 爱它曾经住在我心里
陪伴我熬过多少个无声哭泣
不懂爱情 我的心如此无力
其实我很清醒
其实我很冷静看着眼泪滴落在手心
tmr haf dance!! =) i luv dance! actually overall v. happy! =) lolx.. n sth else make mi more happy... hehex... =P
oh yarhx! 2dae went chem remedial! he so smelly lahx.. play le den go lt.. nvm.. =)
2dae haf napfa n dance.. wish mi gd luck! summore haf synergy on sat! =)
aniwae.. 2 pple hu still tinkin if i m alrite anot... i m.. really.. if nt i wont b able to laugh.. i nt dat kind nt happy still will laugh de..
so 2dae is a v. eventful day for mi.. woke up early! it was rainnin.. -.- took da same bus.. =) was in gp.. watchin the obsession... gettin tired.. go chem lec.. still happy.. tryin to understand thermodynamics... ate my brunch.. went for chem.. still happy... went to CT still gd... went to eat my 豆花+豆浆... =) den bio prac startin gd den haix.. den aft dat ok le.. =D
oh yarhx.. thx for concerns... =)
aniwae.. 靠岸 really v. nice! another nice song... 爱无力 by kellly.. v. nice! =)
最后我们分开了
虽然还是朋友
但做回朋友的情人
想摆脱关系不太容易
寂寞成了习惯
习惯靠着孤单
想念该遗忘 不该在身旁
陪着我的每个夜晚
我只想 对着夜空轻轻的呼吸
问自己最爱的人到底在哪里
在慌乱中 翻箱倒柜寻找记忆
有一种 爱它曾经住在我心里
陪伴我熬过多少个无声哭泣
不懂爱情 我的心如此无力
其实我很清醒
其实我很冷静看着眼泪滴落在手心
tmr haf dance!! =) i luv dance! actually overall v. happy! =) lolx.. n sth else make mi more happy... hehex... =P
oh yarhx! 2dae went chem remedial! he so smelly lahx.. play le den go lt.. nvm.. =)
2dae haf napfa n dance.. wish mi gd luck! summore haf synergy on sat! =)
him.
Tuesday, April 25, 2006 @ 8:37 PM
心疼.
i will really 心疼... luckily nt really my business.. wahahhahaa...
okiex... aniwae... tings happenin v. fast now... so mani tings happened.. so mani tings i wish nt to happen happened.. so mani tings i wish to happen din... haix.. dat's life i guess.. if everytin goes da way u wan it to b.. den no fun le.. lolx...
so long nv go out of hse w my da jie.. lolx.. den she find da guy quite cute... lolx.. i agree a bit lahx.. =P
hmm.. oh yarhx... i finally finished writin my chem notes xcludin org chem n option n some few tings which i refuse to write... so i was so happy.. dat i wan stretch my arms n say yeah! ended up i bang my hand into da table.. so suay.. retribution.. happy for wat? =P dun care.. i m happy.. lalala`
wateva.
focus on studies.. focus.
i will really 心疼... luckily nt really my business.. wahahhahaa...
okiex... aniwae... tings happenin v. fast now... so mani tings happened.. so mani tings i wish nt to happen happened.. so mani tings i wish to happen din... haix.. dat's life i guess.. if everytin goes da way u wan it to b.. den no fun le.. lolx...
so long nv go out of hse w my da jie.. lolx.. den she find da guy quite cute... lolx.. i agree a bit lahx.. =P
hmm.. oh yarhx... i finally finished writin my chem notes xcludin org chem n option n some few tings which i refuse to write... so i was so happy.. dat i wan stretch my arms n say yeah! ended up i bang my hand into da table.. so suay.. retribution.. happy for wat? =P dun care.. i m happy.. lalala`
wateva.
focus on studies.. focus.
beauty of nature...
Monday, April 24, 2006 @ 4:29 PM
i love nature! love biodiversity!
feather star.
http://www.mbari.org/expeditions/WestCoast/logpages/August8.htm
sand dollar
http://habitatnews.nus.edu.sg/news/chekjawa/ria/text/247.htm
basket star
http://www.westworld.com/~fabio/gallery/belize-basket-star.htm
nice rite? lolx.. love marine life sia.. =P okiex.. .will edit diz ltr if my com nv spoilt.. =P
feather star.
http://www.mbari.org/expeditions/WestCoast/logpages/August8.htm
sand dollar
http://habitatnews.nus.edu.sg/news/chekjawa/ria/text/247.htm
basket star
http://www.westworld.com/~fabio/gallery/belize-basket-star.htm
nice rite? lolx.. love marine life sia.. =P okiex.. .will edit diz ltr if my com nv spoilt.. =P
db.
Sunday, April 23, 2006 @ 7:23 PM
i m back!
guess where i went 2dae? kallang basin!!! lolx.. go dere db... so tired lahx... bt den can tahan.. wont feel lyk slpin.. i itnk mel's hse too conducive to slp.. =P aniwae... had fun!!! row row row... fr shore to startin line my arm alr suan le.. =P wateva.. gt last! lolx... in da heats.. bt den still fun leix.. =P luckily we managed to organise it.. v. memorable.. lolx...
den went to mel's hse.. discovered suana!! was bathin @ suana dere.. so went suana to dry my hair, towel, n clothes.. =P fun leix.. i lyk suana.. den went to eat pizza! den slack here slack dere.. den cum hm eat dinner + currypuff.. i shld go diet yet i eat so much.. -.-
oh yarhx.. forgot 2 tell ya abt my blog.. hehex.. every mnth will change a blogskin... so different mnth different man.. =) so diz time is sawyer... n will start fr 2dae lorx.. wil lchange on may 23.. aniwae... nid mi introduce him?
sawyer is fr lost... a con man... his dad killed his mum den he committed suicide.. dey kana conned by a guy called sawyer.. so he named himself aft dat guy n was lookin for diz guy to kill him.. so once he killed da wrong guy.. n he met jack's dad...
y i chose him?
tho he seems to b v. unkind.. bt actually he had a kind heart...
bt den he's oso practical..
he cares for his frenz wen tings nt dat bad...
he is juz attractive...
=P
hope everyone had a gd wk! n tmr will b da start of a gd wk!
guess where i went 2dae? kallang basin!!! lolx.. go dere db... so tired lahx... bt den can tahan.. wont feel lyk slpin.. i itnk mel's hse too conducive to slp.. =P aniwae... had fun!!! row row row... fr shore to startin line my arm alr suan le.. =P wateva.. gt last! lolx... in da heats.. bt den still fun leix.. =P luckily we managed to organise it.. v. memorable.. lolx...
den went to mel's hse.. discovered suana!! was bathin @ suana dere.. so went suana to dry my hair, towel, n clothes.. =P fun leix.. i lyk suana.. den went to eat pizza! den slack here slack dere.. den cum hm eat dinner + currypuff.. i shld go diet yet i eat so much.. -.-
oh yarhx.. forgot 2 tell ya abt my blog.. hehex.. every mnth will change a blogskin... so different mnth different man.. =) so diz time is sawyer... n will start fr 2dae lorx.. wil lchange on may 23.. aniwae... nid mi introduce him?
sawyer is fr lost... a con man... his dad killed his mum den he committed suicide.. dey kana conned by a guy called sawyer.. so he named himself aft dat guy n was lookin for diz guy to kill him.. so once he killed da wrong guy.. n he met jack's dad...
y i chose him?
tho he seems to b v. unkind.. bt actually he had a kind heart...
bt den he's oso practical..
he cares for his frenz wen tings nt dat bad...
he is juz attractive...
=P
hope everyone had a gd wk! n tmr will b da start of a gd wk!
tired.
Friday, April 21, 2006 @ 9:13 PM
feel lyk slpin now... -.- how nice.. ya how nice...
woke up @ 5.30 in da mornin... tink too early.. went back to slp... slp till 7am... -.- den decided to b late.. dun wan pia coz i dun wan my legs to hurt summore aft dat nid do PE n dance... so dilly dally till 7.30... den took a cab to sch.. da driver aiyox.. cheated my money.. summore din c such big nanyang junior college on da sch.. -.- dun lyk him...
so went to sch.. heard da remainin scoldings... den bio is alrite... maths lec is ok tho i dun understand.. PE is betta dan xpected... den break... den gp... piao-ed away for a while.. den maths i m almost knocked out.. den aft dat went to vote.. den go canteen buy food.. ya how nice... den aft dat went to classrm to slp for a while only... den tried to study.. which i failed of coz.. was fa dai-ing n tinkin abt sth... -.- tired...
den went lt4.. den danced... so thirsty! lolx.. den now @ hm lorx.. so tired.. my eyes closin le.. =P
had been tinkin a lot.. bt den... now too tired to type anitin out.. -.- zzz...
tell ya tmr.. if i still rmbed..
woke up @ 5.30 in da mornin... tink too early.. went back to slp... slp till 7am... -.- den decided to b late.. dun wan pia coz i dun wan my legs to hurt summore aft dat nid do PE n dance... so dilly dally till 7.30... den took a cab to sch.. da driver aiyox.. cheated my money.. summore din c such big nanyang junior college on da sch.. -.- dun lyk him...
so went to sch.. heard da remainin scoldings... den bio is alrite... maths lec is ok tho i dun understand.. PE is betta dan xpected... den break... den gp... piao-ed away for a while.. den maths i m almost knocked out.. den aft dat went to vote.. den go canteen buy food.. ya how nice... den aft dat went to classrm to slp for a while only... den tried to study.. which i failed of coz.. was fa dai-ing n tinkin abt sth... -.- tired...
den went lt4.. den danced... so thirsty! lolx.. den now @ hm lorx.. so tired.. my eyes closin le.. =P
had been tinkin a lot.. bt den... now too tired to type anitin out.. -.- zzz...
tell ya tmr.. if i still rmbed..
skirt.
Wednesday, April 19, 2006 @ 6:05 AM
if u haf to choose...
.neat but short or messy but long
.long but poor results or short but gd results
.real short or fold skirt
so.. dat means i m nt happy abt it lahx... bt wont care abt it... baaaaaaaaaaa...
my hse is now study mode coz both my sis r studyin.. so muz use diz time to start pia-ing.. such gd environment.. =)
actually nth much.. forgot most of da tings da happen recently.. -.- i dunno y leix... i tend to forget tings more n more.. hmmm... dat wat i wan to aniwae... lolx... wateva lahx...
okiex okiex.. dun tok rubbish here... will blog on sat? or ltr dan dat... or fri... hmm.. c first... ltr gt synergy till duno wat time den sweet dance in-charge buyin pizza for us!! =D luv her lots...
.neat but short or messy but long
.long but poor results or short but gd results
.real short or fold skirt
so.. dat means i m nt happy abt it lahx... bt wont care abt it... baaaaaaaaaaa...
my hse is now study mode coz both my sis r studyin.. so muz use diz time to start pia-ing.. such gd environment.. =)
actually nth much.. forgot most of da tings da happen recently.. -.- i dunno y leix... i tend to forget tings more n more.. hmmm... dat wat i wan to aniwae... lolx... wateva lahx...
okiex okiex.. dun tok rubbish here... will blog on sat? or ltr dan dat... or fri... hmm.. c first... ltr gt synergy till duno wat time den sweet dance in-charge buyin pizza for us!! =D luv her lots...
mad's bdae...
Sunday, April 16, 2006 @ 10:05 PM
happy 17th birthday to madeleine~!! =)
lolx.. so came back fr her hse nt long ago.. tho i reached dere @ ard 7? had a shock lahx.. so mani pple in her hse.. thot only her relatives n us.. den she called her classmates too.. nv tell mi.. lolx...
aniwae.. nxt wk is a super bz wk.. w synergy stuffs n studyin for bio.. ='( i dun wan feel my bio!! bt i dun feel lyk studyin too.. haix.. save mi... =(
dere r tings i wish to sae bt den.. i juz cant make myself to.. haix...
oh yarhx.. angry w my parents in da mornin.. dunno y my mama refuse to sae sry to da rose she knocked into.. dun understand y my dad treat sth so dear to mi anihow.. haix..
lolx.. so came back fr her hse nt long ago.. tho i reached dere @ ard 7? had a shock lahx.. so mani pple in her hse.. thot only her relatives n us.. den she called her classmates too.. nv tell mi.. lolx...
aniwae.. nxt wk is a super bz wk.. w synergy stuffs n studyin for bio.. ='( i dun wan feel my bio!! bt i dun feel lyk studyin too.. haix.. save mi... =(
dere r tings i wish to sae bt den.. i juz cant make myself to.. haix...
oh yarhx.. angry w my parents in da mornin.. dunno y my mama refuse to sae sry to da rose she knocked into.. dun understand y my dad treat sth so dear to mi anihow.. haix..
brain cells.
Saturday, April 15, 2006 @ 5:26 PM
do brain cells regenerate?
dunno hu started diz discussion i tink coz we kip bangin our heads onto da floor... okiex.. mayb only mi n a few.. n i tink mine is da loudest.. i almost cried.. teared... ='( so pain lahx! my head.. *ouch* tryin to do it so far dat i 4gt i shld stretch my hands [so called lahx...]... -.-
aniwae.. back to topic.. brain cells do generate as shown fr recent research... bt den.. is it really cfm? i dunno... bt den i used to noe it dat brain has a definite no. of neurons... hmmm.. no idea.. lolx... shld go ask bio tutor wen i saw her...
aniwae.. bot sth for maddie le.. lolx.. hope she wont find it childish.. =P it's da thot dat counts rite?
*yawn* tired. head hurts. back hurts. hands hurt. legs hurt da most... -.- dead.
oh yarhx.. found sth v. nice to eat juz now! cadbury hot cross bun[marshmallow coated w choc...]!!!! super nice!!! i lurve it sia! marshmallow n choc!! yummy yummy.. so will b buyin lots of it.. =P
lolx.. aniwae... da maths 2dae is ermx.. okiex lahx.. quite understand bt i nid go read da egs he nv go thru.. bt okiex lahx... lalala.
nxt wk will b super bz... i gt synergy stuffs... study for bio test i nid to pass diz time... den still gt my own revision to go thru which i m bhind da schedule.. -.-
wateva lahx.. bea bea sae sth v. correct... love urself so u wil lhaf da motivation to improve urself.. sth lyk dat lahx.. =P den da chinese palain oso haf sth v. gd too.. 相爱不如相知...
okiex.. go play neopets game.. =P tata.
dunno hu started diz discussion i tink coz we kip bangin our heads onto da floor... okiex.. mayb only mi n a few.. n i tink mine is da loudest.. i almost cried.. teared... ='( so pain lahx! my head.. *ouch* tryin to do it so far dat i 4gt i shld stretch my hands [so called lahx...]... -.-
aniwae.. back to topic.. brain cells do generate as shown fr recent research... bt den.. is it really cfm? i dunno... bt den i used to noe it dat brain has a definite no. of neurons... hmmm.. no idea.. lolx... shld go ask bio tutor wen i saw her...
aniwae.. bot sth for maddie le.. lolx.. hope she wont find it childish.. =P it's da thot dat counts rite?
*yawn* tired. head hurts. back hurts. hands hurt. legs hurt da most... -.- dead.
oh yarhx.. found sth v. nice to eat juz now! cadbury hot cross bun[marshmallow coated w choc...]!!!! super nice!!! i lurve it sia! marshmallow n choc!! yummy yummy.. so will b buyin lots of it.. =P
lolx.. aniwae... da maths 2dae is ermx.. okiex lahx.. quite understand bt i nid go read da egs he nv go thru.. bt okiex lahx... lalala.
nxt wk will b super bz... i gt synergy stuffs... study for bio test i nid to pass diz time... den still gt my own revision to go thru which i m bhind da schedule.. -.-
wateva lahx.. bea bea sae sth v. correct... love urself so u wil lhaf da motivation to improve urself.. sth lyk dat lahx.. =P den da chinese palain oso haf sth v. gd too.. 相爱不如相知...
okiex.. go play neopets game.. =P tata.
movies.
Friday, April 14, 2006 @ 6:01 PM
movies i wan to watch...
8 below
take the lead
the child
tristan and isolde
dat's a lot.. sigh... dunno how lahx.. wateva.. tata``
8 below
take the lead
the child
tristan and isolde
dat's a lot.. sigh... dunno how lahx.. wateva.. tata``
hey`
i m startin to type a chi story.. so interest juz go diz webbie http://xiaotian-.blogspot.com
aniwae.. coz da posts started fr da most recent ones.. go read fr da bottom to da top.. n tag pls.. =)
i m startin to type a chi story.. so interest juz go diz webbie http://xiaotian-.blogspot.com
aniwae.. coz da posts started fr da most recent ones.. go read fr da bottom to da top.. n tag pls.. =)
less.
Thursday, April 13, 2006 @ 11:24 PM
felt useless n worthless... da 2 words r different worx.. =P i tink dey r..
aniwae... gt back pw results 2dae.. had 2... okiex lahx.. nth to b happy for.. nth to b sad for.. bt i m glad.. =)
*pat pat*
aniwae wateva da results r... A lvl really still matters more.. so i muz pia my A lvl subs le.. haix.. -.- hope to get 3As [!!!!] bless mi.
dun b surprise if one day i juz stop tokin... coz da more i sae.. i m more sianed of it... for 2dae @ least...
damn. cant i b more normal?
aniwae... gt back pw results 2dae.. had 2... okiex lahx.. nth to b happy for.. nth to b sad for.. bt i m glad.. =)
*pat pat*
aniwae wateva da results r... A lvl really still matters more.. so i muz pia my A lvl subs le.. haix.. -.- hope to get 3As [!!!!] bless mi.
dun b surprise if one day i juz stop tokin... coz da more i sae.. i m more sianed of it... for 2dae @ least...
damn. cant i b more normal?
superband.
Monday, April 10, 2006 @ 9:30 PM
superband results released. i gt 50% correct @ hu is out hu is nt... nt really dat affected by da results.. coz those i lyk r in! =)
aniwae.. i m goin bonkers.. if diz carries on i wont b able to study... -.-
was v. tired 2dae.. really slpt lyk a log fr 4 to 5... so tired lahx.. wen my mama woke mi up i was lyk 'huh so fast arhx..' guess i m dat tired...
wasnt in ani mood to do anitin now.. haix.. nt even eatin.. is lyk i m hungry yet i dun feel lyk eatin.. -.- been lyk diz da whole day.. haix... hope it wont continue..
save mi.
[gt diz wen i search smile in yahoo images.]
aniwae.. i m goin bonkers.. if diz carries on i wont b able to study... -.-
was v. tired 2dae.. really slpt lyk a log fr 4 to 5... so tired lahx.. wen my mama woke mi up i was lyk 'huh so fast arhx..' guess i m dat tired...
wasnt in ani mood to do anitin now.. haix.. nt even eatin.. is lyk i m hungry yet i dun feel lyk eatin.. -.- been lyk diz da whole day.. haix... hope it wont continue..
save mi.
[gt diz wen i search smile in yahoo images.]
dog.
Saturday, April 08, 2006 @ 5:13 PM
welsh corgi (pembroke)
such a cute dog!! saw da same dog again ytd..
nth much. ta.
i pass my gp!!! lolx.. izzitda first time i pass my gp? =) so happy!! bt dun really look happy.. lolx... coz nt everyone pass mahx.. if i look happy as an idiot.. v. evil rite? aniwae... gt 27/50 for p2.. dat means i gt 51 for my gp!! =) lalala~
aniwae.. dance is gettin betta.. nt dat i dun feel tired.. everytime i had dance i slpt @ 9+pm... -.- is dat tirin lorx.. bt den it's fun.. lolx.. other dan all da bruises i havin.. it's quite nice leix.. spent most of time slidin.. -.- coz nt enough time... so a bit slam myself on to da floor *ouch*... bt den still alrite lahx.. bt it's fun!
tennis ytd was tirin.. did circuit bfore playin.. ankle hop... thigh jump... sbj... did 3 times.. so tirin lahx.. by da time it's playin tennis time no energy to play le.. bt den it's fun! learn slicin da ball.. lolx.. being laugh bbq-in.. -.- coz was wonderin da racket face is which way mahx.. so ended up lookin lyk bbq...
aniwae... i goin to fun race! tink so.. hope nth wrong happens b/w diz 2 wks.. lolx.. so long lahx.. cant dey make it lyk nxt sun or wat? lolx.. tings so far away seems to b so hard to plan.. -.-
oh yarhx.. moral of da story? dun ever fail bio.. again.. lolx.. nid to tok to bio tcher.. my ct... -.- i dun lyk to tok to tchers abt diz kind of tings.. y i score so badly arhx? coz i forgot my stuffs lahx.. den wat? lolx.. bt den it's alrite lahx.. muz get used to tok to tchers.. seems to mi dat i nid go consultation time... or else my study wont improve.. =) will jia you de!!
goin out tmr! lalala.. n i realise mad's bdae is super near.. -.- lolx... die die die.. =P
aniwae.. dance is gettin betta.. nt dat i dun feel tired.. everytime i had dance i slpt @ 9+pm... -.- is dat tirin lorx.. bt den it's fun.. lolx.. other dan all da bruises i havin.. it's quite nice leix.. spent most of time slidin.. -.- coz nt enough time... so a bit slam myself on to da floor *ouch*... bt den still alrite lahx.. bt it's fun!
tennis ytd was tirin.. did circuit bfore playin.. ankle hop... thigh jump... sbj... did 3 times.. so tirin lahx.. by da time it's playin tennis time no energy to play le.. bt den it's fun! learn slicin da ball.. lolx.. being laugh bbq-in.. -.- coz was wonderin da racket face is which way mahx.. so ended up lookin lyk bbq...
aniwae... i goin to fun race! tink so.. hope nth wrong happens b/w diz 2 wks.. lolx.. so long lahx.. cant dey make it lyk nxt sun or wat? lolx.. tings so far away seems to b so hard to plan.. -.-
oh yarhx.. moral of da story? dun ever fail bio.. again.. lolx.. nid to tok to bio tcher.. my ct... -.- i dun lyk to tok to tchers abt diz kind of tings.. y i score so badly arhx? coz i forgot my stuffs lahx.. den wat? lolx.. bt den it's alrite lahx.. muz get used to tok to tchers.. seems to mi dat i nid go consultation time... or else my study wont improve.. =) will jia you de!!
goin out tmr! lalala.. n i realise mad's bdae is super near.. -.- lolx... die die die.. =P
lost.
Thursday, April 06, 2006 @ 4:59 PM
dere is lost 2dae!! =D lalala`
2dae is ermx... confusin? lolx.. woke up late 2dae.. summore nid bath.. so look lyk sadako wen i go sch..
aniwae... really missed co days.. rushed to campus.. eat within 5min.. go arrange chairs n start practising... wen still a welfare member.. arrangin chairs... organisin activities.. den wen vc.. stand @ da front shigure n da rest... did nth practically lahx.. alwaes shigure do.. =P den in camps had fun playin waterbombs!! den w my fruits basket/ sectional gang.. lolx.. fun fun fun!!!
bt den dance oso v. fun! =) different ting.. bt den still happy.. =) learn to exercise... stretch.. body language...
i go watch tv le.. tata`
2dae is ermx... confusin? lolx.. woke up late 2dae.. summore nid bath.. so look lyk sadako wen i go sch..
aniwae... really missed co days.. rushed to campus.. eat within 5min.. go arrange chairs n start practising... wen still a welfare member.. arrangin chairs... organisin activities.. den wen vc.. stand @ da front shigure n da rest... did nth practically lahx.. alwaes shigure do.. =P den in camps had fun playin waterbombs!! den w my fruits basket/ sectional gang.. lolx.. fun fun fun!!!
bt den dance oso v. fun! =) different ting.. bt den still happy.. =) learn to exercise... stretch.. body language...
i go watch tv le.. tata`
sucks.
Wednesday, April 05, 2006 @ 7:53 PM
she sucks. if u tink it's u den it isnt u... =P so idiot.
aniwae.. went to dance 2dae! so tired leix... my knees breakin soon.. so mani blue blacks summore.. bt den v. fun! lolx.. n tan thot mi n san r sisters?! lolx.. typical gal look...
gt back gp paper 1... 24/50...
i hate it.
i wan to b da top student. of da class. first.
oh yarhx... watched ice age 2 ytd!! so cute so funny!! =) i luv da mouse... luv da sabretooth... luv every creature!! oh.. da squirell oso!! so determined. bt too determined le.. hahax..
ok. go watch tv. dun tok le. mind too mani tings. refuse to let go. =P
aniwae.. went to dance 2dae! so tired leix... my knees breakin soon.. so mani blue blacks summore.. bt den v. fun! lolx.. n tan thot mi n san r sisters?! lolx.. typical gal look...
gt back gp paper 1... 24/50...
i hate it.
i wan to b da top student. of da class. first.
oh yarhx... watched ice age 2 ytd!! so cute so funny!! =) i luv da mouse... luv da sabretooth... luv every creature!! oh.. da squirell oso!! so determined. bt too determined le.. hahax..
ok. go watch tv. dun tok le. mind too mani tings. refuse to let go. =P
靠岸.
Sunday, April 02, 2006 @ 6:38 PM
《靠岸》 林宇中
妳坐在我身邊 可是表情很不自然
聊的話很平凡 卻很悲傷
妳說妳不相信 活著就是為了夢想
甚至妳更懷疑 什麼是地久天長
咖啡麻醉不了孤單 只會讓心更燙
哦 都一樣 所謂夢想 終究飄飄蕩蕩
在迷亂的台北流浪 尋找一個幻想
突然很渴望在我身上 找到妳要的靠岸
妳坐在我身邊 可是表情很不自然
聊的話很平凡 卻很悲傷
妳說妳不相信 活著就是為了夢想
甚至妳更懷疑 什麼是地久天長
咖啡麻醉不了孤單 只會讓心更燙
哦 都一樣 所謂夢想 終究飄飄蕩蕩
在迷亂的台北流浪 尋找一個幻想
突然很渴望在我身上 找到妳要的靠岸
這一刻 當我們都感覺到彼此的心願
愛情早已經開始 思念早己經蔓延
咖啡麻醉不了孤單 只會讓夜更長
我 也一樣 飄飄蕩蕩 眼神交換迷惘
在冷漠的台北流浪 找一個避風港
突然很渴望在妳身上 也找到我要的靠岸
nice song.
i hate myself. i really do. n it's funny for mi to believe dat love yourself bfore xpecting others to love you. no wonder horx? haix. damn.
妳坐在我身邊 可是表情很不自然
聊的話很平凡 卻很悲傷
妳說妳不相信 活著就是為了夢想
甚至妳更懷疑 什麼是地久天長
咖啡麻醉不了孤單 只會讓心更燙
哦 都一樣 所謂夢想 終究飄飄蕩蕩
在迷亂的台北流浪 尋找一個幻想
突然很渴望在我身上 找到妳要的靠岸
妳坐在我身邊 可是表情很不自然
聊的話很平凡 卻很悲傷
妳說妳不相信 活著就是為了夢想
甚至妳更懷疑 什麼是地久天長
咖啡麻醉不了孤單 只會讓心更燙
哦 都一樣 所謂夢想 終究飄飄蕩蕩
在迷亂的台北流浪 尋找一個幻想
突然很渴望在我身上 找到妳要的靠岸
這一刻 當我們都感覺到彼此的心願
愛情早已經開始 思念早己經蔓延
咖啡麻醉不了孤單 只會讓夜更長
我 也一樣 飄飄蕩蕩 眼神交換迷惘
在冷漠的台北流浪 找一個避風港
突然很渴望在妳身上 也找到我要的靠岸
nice song.
i hate myself. i really do. n it's funny for mi to believe dat love yourself bfore xpecting others to love you. no wonder horx? haix. damn.
hey hey`
was reading a great bk..
bt den wat i borrowed wasnt diz version... wat i borrowed was act white in color.. bt den it contains da same story!! it's v. nice... tho i only read first 4 chapters.. cldnt stop reading it.. bt den da tv won.. so i actually stopped to watch D.N. Angel and Reloaded... 2 great anime!! wonder y i m such a great fan of anime.. lolx.. nt my problem lahx..
aniwae... went out ytd as i told ya... ended up bot a no of tings lahx.. =P bot a file.. bot fabric paint.. n sth else.. ended up din buy wat i m supposed to.. hehex.. other dan fabric paint of coz.. so now in dilemma.. duno wat to draw.. kekex.. how arhx? hmm. no idea...
worried abt my knee oso... did i mention i injure it? tink i did coz i luv to complain.. =P i tink coz i m to focus on nt puttin any stress on my knee i ended up strainin my calf muscle.. -.- summore my thigh muscles a bit suan due to the up downs... thot shld b used to it bt den guess too long nv do le.. lolx... so now my walkin way is worse dan ever... haix...
lalala. campus super star final ltr!!! so nid to pia finish my hw bfore dat.. dat means i nid to finsih it within an hr.. =P so wsill b startin to do hw @ 6.30pm.. den aft CSS will go try to revise.. lolx.. i tink it's time to b serious.. bt den i still dun wan to b leix... so how arhx? lolx...
bt den @ least i m back to my hw mood.. or mode.. wateva u call it.. coz my hw is catchin again.. =) tho maths nope.. i cant do T29.. sob sob.. wat shld i do? mayb i wil do more qns so dat i will do applications of D.E. qns... haix... first time dunno how to do so mani.. lyk mid yr maths lyk dat... bt den so heng toget an A..
m i dat stubborn? lolx.. mel sae so.. kel tink so i gauess.. hmm.. i thot i m da most unstubborn among my fmaily le.. lolx.. lyk dat my family seems to b v. jia lat horx.. watev a lahx.. sumtimes being stubborn is a gd ting... =)
oh yarhx!! wen we went orcard.. i saw ice age 2 mascot!!! i tink i saw da squirrel!!! so cute lahx!! lolx.. we lyk kids lyk dat.. -.- i guess wen u r older i wont b afraid of such tings le.. =P
remind mi of sth.. wen u bcum more girly.. lolx.. u tend to feel pain more ezly.. less endurance to pain.. i guess i too long nv injure myself dat i can hardly endure any pain.. haix.. dunno is gd or nt.. bt den 习惯就好...
oh yarhx.. stupid weather.. nt feelin well again.. -.- really really nid to take care of myself..
gtg. tata` =)
was reading a great bk..
bt den wat i borrowed wasnt diz version... wat i borrowed was act white in color.. bt den it contains da same story!! it's v. nice... tho i only read first 4 chapters.. cldnt stop reading it.. bt den da tv won.. so i actually stopped to watch D.N. Angel and Reloaded... 2 great anime!! wonder y i m such a great fan of anime.. lolx.. nt my problem lahx..
aniwae... went out ytd as i told ya... ended up bot a no of tings lahx.. =P bot a file.. bot fabric paint.. n sth else.. ended up din buy wat i m supposed to.. hehex.. other dan fabric paint of coz.. so now in dilemma.. duno wat to draw.. kekex.. how arhx? hmm. no idea...
worried abt my knee oso... did i mention i injure it? tink i did coz i luv to complain.. =P i tink coz i m to focus on nt puttin any stress on my knee i ended up strainin my calf muscle.. -.- summore my thigh muscles a bit suan due to the up downs... thot shld b used to it bt den guess too long nv do le.. lolx... so now my walkin way is worse dan ever... haix...
lalala. campus super star final ltr!!! so nid to pia finish my hw bfore dat.. dat means i nid to finsih it within an hr.. =P so wsill b startin to do hw @ 6.30pm.. den aft CSS will go try to revise.. lolx.. i tink it's time to b serious.. bt den i still dun wan to b leix... so how arhx? lolx...
bt den @ least i m back to my hw mood.. or mode.. wateva u call it.. coz my hw is catchin again.. =) tho maths nope.. i cant do T29.. sob sob.. wat shld i do? mayb i wil do more qns so dat i will do applications of D.E. qns... haix... first time dunno how to do so mani.. lyk mid yr maths lyk dat... bt den so heng toget an A..
m i dat stubborn? lolx.. mel sae so.. kel tink so i gauess.. hmm.. i thot i m da most unstubborn among my fmaily le.. lolx.. lyk dat my family seems to b v. jia lat horx.. watev a lahx.. sumtimes being stubborn is a gd ting... =)
oh yarhx!! wen we went orcard.. i saw ice age 2 mascot!!! i tink i saw da squirrel!!! so cute lahx!! lolx.. we lyk kids lyk dat.. -.- i guess wen u r older i wont b afraid of such tings le.. =P
remind mi of sth.. wen u bcum more girly.. lolx.. u tend to feel pain more ezly.. less endurance to pain.. i guess i too long nv injure myself dat i can hardly endure any pain.. haix.. dunno is gd or nt.. bt den 习惯就好...
oh yarhx.. stupid weather.. nt feelin well again.. -.- really really nid to take care of myself..
gtg. tata` =)
